Monday, December 29, 2008

9:30 PM / 29 December

"This city...
 Takes away from you
 It's up to you to take it back"



This City... by Fariq

Awake, and barely breathing
Alone as I shudder
I'm alone
I'm not thinking

My life before me
Has been set
For me my destiny
Before my first breath

Because...
This city...
This city it takes and it takes
And it never gives back

This...
This city...
It's all I ever wanted
And all I want to throw back

How can we live
The way we do
Our lives just lived
Our fates the same
We just take what we need
Our lives the same

Towards the end
Will we repent?
Does it make a difference
That we're all just the same
With hopes and fears
And people so dear
When

This city...
This city was never meant for me
This ground that I step on
You're nothing to me

This...
This city...
Takes all that I am
But nobody cares

I'm not alone
It'll never be fair
'Cause nobody cares for me

But I'll stay to fight
Fight for those who are just like me
Take back the things and set ourselves free

This city...
Takes and it takes
My perennial destiny

This...
This city...
Will burn to the ground
I'm taking everything back
I'm taking everything back

For me

Thursday, December 25, 2008

1:02 AM / 25 December

Woah...Long time since I posted here. Before anything I'd just like to wish anyone who's celebrating a Merry Christmas/Happy Hanukkah/Happy Kwanzaa.

So yeah, as you can see, I'm very busy. Doing my attachment now at this web design company. We do websites for hotels and stuff. Not a bad gig it seems so far. I've actually been offered to stay on a little longer before I head off for NS. I'll just keep it in view for now...

Met with the Four4 (or whatever was left of them) peeps the other day. It felt good to go out and have a bit of fun. Life was hitting routine quite fast since attachment started. Thank God for these long weekends we have. I also have the PBMA chalet on Friday. Can't wait for that.

Now that I've been doing projects and attachments and stuff, I find that I kinda miss studying. I think it's that lack of learning that is bumming me out. It seems my brain is dying out on me even though I still am busy with work. Even the pages of news I try to read everyday on MSNBC.com can't stop my brain drain...

That's why I have found my cure for boredom at work. KNAC.com and Grooveshark Lite. KNAC is this old rock radio station from the U.S. that now houses itself online. My brother told me about it and it's the greatest thing. I wanted to listen to radio so that I didn't have to bother with choosing songs but I couldn't bring myself to listen to all the crap that they play on mainstream radio these days. So ta-daa. KNAC.com to the rescue. 

Grooveshark on the other hand is for when I do want to listen to a particular song. It houses millions of songs on its servers and all I have to do is search for it and stream it. I can even make playlists and stuff. So there's no hassle in having to run a media player.

I really can't wait until browser-based computing takes off...

Oh yeah, Sembawang Shopping Centre just re-opened. They've got great shops there. There's a Challenger store, Fish & Co., Hei Sushi and don't forget Giant. Though I can't understand why there are no fast food outlets and of all coffee places why did they choose to have a Starbucks?! Godammit...



I've been watching a lot of live vids recently, in particular the Roadrunner United Concert. Some great collaborations in that one. Like this song called the Dagger. The personnel playing this song include:

Howard Jones / Robert Flynn - vocals
Andreas Kisser / Jeff Waters - lead guitar
Jordan Whelan - rhythm guitar
Adam Duce - rhythm guitar
Paul Gray - bass
Andols Herrick - drums



And Adam Duce, bassist for Machine Head on guitar, you just can't find anything else that can top that. It's just a great concert made up of great musicians.