Wednesday, December 28, 2005

UNHOLY CONFESSIONS

Raise the volume. Avenged Sevenfold is in the house. Check out my sidebar and scroll all the way down to the media player. If the video is not already playing then press play. If you are still experiencing technical difficulties, try refreshing. If it still dosen't work, inform me about it through my shoutbox. WARNING : Video may run slowly on older computers. If it does run slowly, do the smart thing and just listen to the song. =P


Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions

"I'll try," she said as he walked away.
"Try not to lose you."
Two vibrant hearts could change.
Nothing tears the being more than deception,
unmasked fear.
"I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.

Nothing hurts my world,
just affects the ones around me
When sin's deep in my blood,
you'll be the one to fall.

"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confided in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."

Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.

Monday, December 26, 2005

BACK IN BUSINESS...

I'm back.....=D

Haha. After a long time of not updating, I'm back and better than ever. But I'm still damn bored. All I've been doing is moving from the computer to the TV in my room. What a life huh?

The last week has been somewhat a bit weird for me. I was offered a job about a week ago. It was with a company doing network marketing. Wanna know what they were marketing? It was a bed fitted with a biomagnet of some kind. It's supposed to help aid the flow of blood and gets rid of cholesterol in the body. I've done a bit of research and it seems that the thing actually works. The magnetic flux gives the blood cells a sort of boost as they try to move past the barrier of cholesterol. Here's the catch. One mattress costs $5000!!! With that kind of money, you could free a whole Sudanese village of their misery.

Ok, enough about the product. Back to me. I went for the first interview on the 20th. I was asked to fill up a form. In the highest education space I wrote 'Sec Sch Leaving Cert'. Makes me seem like a dropout. Anyway, During the short interview, I was asked to choose between Sales Admin and Sales Marketing. I chose the admin one thinking it was easier. But I was open to other choices.

Two days later, I was called up to go to their monthly company seminar. The company is actually quite small. Only about 200+ people split into 10 units. I was supposed to be part of DW Giant Imperial. The seminar was okay, but it was also quite overwhelming. The workers there have a tight rapport and are quite close to each other. I felt sort of left out. At the end, I was told to come for the second interview the next day.

At the second interview, I was given a tour of the place and a presentation was made about the product. I have to admit, my presenter's English wasn't that good. But I was able to understand most of it. After that, I went to see the senior manager for my next round of interviews. There, I was able to clear my doubts about the product. At the end, I was told to come down for training on Monday, which was 3 day away.

When I went home, I was somewhat still not confident about the job. It was not what I had signed up for and it required me to travel around to meet clients for appointments. This is something I seriously didn't want to have to do for a job. I finally made my decision that noght to back out of the job.

Two days later, when one of the guys from the company called, I told the person that I wanted to back out. In my amazement, I was told to go see the manager to tell her personally that I was quitting. Quitting?? I don't think I was even working for them. I hadn't signed any agreements and I sure was not breaking my back for them yet. But I was told to quit??? What the hell. But nevermind, I am a professional man and decided to do the polite thing.

I went there the next day and was asked to talk to one of their supervisors. We sat at the company balcony and we talked. I tried to tell him my reason for not wanting to work there. But over and over he tried to 'solve' my problems. The matter of the fact was that I just simply did not want to work but he didn't want to let me go. I knew something fishy was going on when some guy called halfway through our conversation. He was from the company and was asking me whether I was still interested in the job. I was like "What the heck!!!". First, they ask me that I had to 'quit' the job. Now some idiot was calling me asking me if I was still interested. That just raised my blood to the boiling point. I made my last stand and Told the supervisor in a stern yet pissed off voice that there was no stopping me from leaving the job. He finally gave in and let me go. I was finaly relieved of my frustration. I stood up, shook the guys hand and left.

I thought any job that a teen could do was easy. I was wrong. There are some teens who are willing to break their backs for the sake of a job. The supervisor I was talking to was only 17, yet he was raking in $2100 a month. Some families don't earn that much. But I could see that his world was consumed by his job. That is something I believe shouldn't happen to a teen. A teen should not have to miss important life experiences for the sake of monetary wealth. If I were to die today, I would rather die with all the memories of time spent with friends and family than with a large salary to my name. To the 3 or 4 people who actually read my blog, please remember this lesson.

Thursday, December 01, 2005

HEHEHE...

Just got 23 bucks from work today. Had to walk down 20 flights of stairs stairs though. haha... Nevermind though. It was a good workout for me. It's not that tough actually. At least this gives me some cash for the chalet...

Friday, November 25, 2005

THAT'S ALL FOLKS....

Grad ball was a blast! Marina Mandarin felt the wrath of the Andersonians as everybody strutted in their suits, shirts and dresses. It was one heck of an event.

I was able to get eveything I wanted to wear. Well almost. I couldn't find the ringer T-shirt that I was looking for. So I just got a Fender T-shirt. It worked well though. I wore that together with a white tailor-made blazer(couldn't find my size), black jeans and my sneakers. I realized there was nobody else dressed in the same style as me. Makes me damn original. hehe... :)

Pradip looked damn sleak in his trenchcoat. Reminded me of Neo from the Matrix. Dope sia Pradip. Fadhil wore a fitted blazer with a damn nice T-shirt underneath. He actually got everything that he wanted. Yiyang looked like a CEO the first time I saw him. Blazer, shirt and a T-shirt? Not hot ah Yiyang? Syafiq...Hai...Wore his grandfather's blazer or so he says. Looked good actually.

Actually, everybody looked good. Even those I didn't expect to look good came out quite well. But there were a few who did not exactly seem that presentable. I'm not naming any names.

The event itself was great. Although I must admit, the MC was a faggot. Can't even pronounce boombox properly. The prize for the lucky draw was crazy man. Altec-Lansing speakers, Karaoke sets, MP3 players, The IDog, and the top prize was a TV. Man, I wish I got the TV. But nevermind, my room already has a TV.

The awards had a few surprises. I'll name all the award winners. Mr. Personality was Melvin(no surprises) and Miss Congeniality was Anjali(quite a surprise). Man of Valour was Jeevan(lost for words) and Lady of Valour was Li Mei(not surprising). Prom King was Hashir(totally no surprise there) and Prom Quen was Liyin(damn bloody surprised).

Didn't manage to bag anything at the end of the day, but I did get to spend a memorable time with all my friends. That, I think, is the best thing about the ball. It's better than any prize that was up for grabs. It's also a great time to have fun together with the teachers. They worked damn hard for us and we worked hard for them so they deserve to have some fun with us.

I feel sorry for those who did not want to come for dumb reasons. I don't mind those who were already on holiday or were not allowed to go to the ball. But for those who just did not want to come missed out on alot. They missed spending time with friends and teachers. When are we ever going to be able to spend time together as a level with the teachers after today? You might think it was a bit expensive, but the memories gained from this experience were priceless. Never again could I have such an experience with my friends and teachers if I had not gone for the grad ball.

Oh yeah, before I go. Calling out to all those who have pictures of the grad ball with me in them, I WANT THOSE PICTURES!!!!

Monday, November 21, 2005

CAN'T REPEAT

Woohoo!!! Finally renovated my blog. I don't think it's gonna be permanent. But I think it works for now. If you don't see anything new then click on refresh. Inform me of any problems pls =)

Ok...First of all, the most important thing. The O's are over!! I'm so relieved. All the stress gone. No more studying for the next 6 months. Now it's nothing but work and money. I think I did quite alright for the O's. The only tough ones were Malay and the Sciences but I think I pulled through. Hopefully I can hit my target of 15...

I was actually quite relaxed throughout the O-levels. Not studying much, just relaxing and chilling. The way my papers were scheduled helped alot. I had my papers on alternate days and it allowed me to rest after each paper. This is what i expect: English:A1, Higher Malay:B4, English Literature:A2, Combined Humanities:A2, Elementary Mathematics:A1, Pure Physics:B3 and Pure Chemistry:B3. This gives me an L1R5 of about 12. Give and take a few and I think I hit my target. At least I hope so.

The first day after the O's which was on Saturday, me and some of the other Malay peeps went out to berjalan raya. Had alot of fun. Went to quite alot of houses including Cikgu Razilah's. I ate quite alot as there was food to be eaten at almost every house. We went to about 10 i think. That's alot of food. My stomach was so bloated at the end of the day, I thought it was gonna explode(sarcastic exaggeration). There was food, fun, friends and forgiveness. Something every Hari Raya should have. Hope we can do the same next year guys!!!

Grad ball is in two days time. Haven't gotten my T-shirt yet. Damn it. I'm really starting to get desperate. I hope by sheer luck I can get by the Grad Ball.*shrugs*

Well, that's mostly it. The song playing is Can't Repeat by The Offspring. I thought it was fitting since life in Anderson is coming to an end and we cannot repeat all the good times we had. I hope the memories will remain for as long as I shall live. Goodbye Anderson, Hello World

The Offspring - Can't Repeat

I woke the other day
And saw my world has changed
The past is over but tomorrow‘s wishful thinking
I can‘t hold onto what‘s been done
I can‘t grab onto what‘s to come
And I‘m just wishing I could stop, but

Life goes on
Come of age
Can‘t hold on
Turn the page

Time rolls on
Wipe these eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries

Memories are bittersweet
The good times we can‘t repeat
Those days are gone and we can never get them back
Now we must move ahead
Despite our fear and dread
We‘re all just wishing we could stop, but

Life goes on
Come of age
Can‘t hold on
Turn the page

Time rolls on
Wipe your eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries

With all our joys and fears
Wrapped in forgotten years
The past is laughing as today just slips away
Time tears down what we‘ve made
And sets another stage
And I‘m just wishing we could stop

Life goes on
Come of age
Can‘t hold on
Turn the page

Time rolls on
Wipe these eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

FINALLY....

I'm blogging just after 'sahur'. I slept the whole day yesterday after the HML O's. Damn tired. Now I can't sleep, so I decided to update my blog.

Finally...

I can't believe it. It's Hari Raya in two days and the major O's start in about 6 days. Both these events i just can't wait for. First it's Hari Raya. Can't wait to see all my relatives. Especially can't wait to see my cousins. I hope they come. I need to know how in the world they were able to get a gig in K.L. I know their band started out two years ago, but now they have an EP, they're getting gigs easily.

If you wanna know, they are actually a punk band called Rejected Scums. They are not your typical squeaky clean pop punk band that you may be thinking of. Pop punk's just a load of bulls*it. Their punk takes its roots from The Dirty Rotten Imbeciles and Anti-Flag. They stay true to what punk really is, everything against everything. They'll screw the government in more ways than one if they had the chance to. They are your typical spike and studs punk usually thought to be left behind with the 80's. They sound great too. Too bad my band's in a totally different genre.

So, ya. I can't wait for Hari Raya. The food, family, fun, forgiveness. Can't forget forgiveness. It's what Hari Raya is about.

Next big event is the O's. I know it's already started but those were minor papers, nothing much. Next week, all the Big Cajunas begin. All the Sciences and Humanities. Can't wait. I know most people are dreading the O's, but what is there to worry about when you know that you have studied and learnt everything there is to learn? You just have to chill and relax. Don't stress about anything. You've got to have confidence. That's a key factor in exam performance.

Well, I've pretty much have run out of things to say. My eyes are getting sleepy. So before I leave I'll wish evreybody a Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Suffocating Under Words Of Sorrow

Just recently discovered this crazy new emocore band from Wales called Bullet For My Valentine.For those who don't know wad screamo is, its a mix between emo and hardcore metal.So, I tried to attach a video to my media player to see if it was possible.Hope you enjoy the video in the sidebar.I know its a bit small but i can't help it.

Suffocating Under Words Of Sorrow (What Can I Do?)

The night is starting here we go(I check out everything)
This is our time to lose control(What do you want from me)
You line them up we'll put them down
This is so frustrating
To watch you sleazing all around
Yet you keep on smiling

What can I do to make you see(your guilty)
What can I do to make you feel(your wanted)
What can I do to make you see(your guilty)
I’m suffocating under words of sorrow

Her skin reflects behind the blur
I’m intoxicated
Where am I from why am I here(your so predictable)
Fingers running through my hair(but its all just fiction!)
She stepped out from her underwear(so beautiful)

What can I do to make you see(your guilty)
What can I do to make you feel(your wanted)
What can I do to make you see(your guilty)
I’m suffocating under words of sorrow

Go!
(there’s bodies dying on the floor)
But I keep on staring
(my world is over, close the door)

Her skin reflects behind the blur
I’m intoxicated
Where am I from? Why am I here?(your so predictable)
Fingers running through my hair
I’m a new addiction
She stepped out from her underwear (so beautiful)

What can I do to make you see(your guilty)
What can I do to make you feel(your wanted )
What can I do to make you see(your guilty)
I’m suffocating under words of sorrow (words of sorrow)

Friday, October 07, 2005

PRELIMS....

Just got back prelim papers todae...I thot i did my worst...

Turns out it's the best i've done for this whole year...L1R5 : 28 L1B4 : 22...It's still not a good score.I have to admit that.But it's the first time that i have not failed anything.I think that deserves at least some credit.*pats self on the back*

I still have quite a hill to climb considering my target L1R5 is 15.But i have the absolute confidence in myself that i will be able to reach my target.I have to pull up my maths grade which got a severe beatdown after i decided to slack off it and focus on my other subjects.Almost turned out to be a bad move.

The breakdown of my score is on my sidebar under "This Just In" if u're interested in it.

I hope i can get a good L1B4 so that i can get at least a partial scholarship which could lessen the burden on my parents financially.After that it will be all up to me to get my diploma.

Today gave me quite a good chance to study the way people react to things which they no longer have control over.People were anxious to get their papers back with most of them having close to zero confidence in their ability to score.One person in particular is Bryan.If u're reading this Bryan, try to learn something frm this experience.

This was the first time where i had more confidence than Bryan in his ability to score.He thought he had screwed it all up after seeing his humanities and MT go down.It seemed like he was going to break down into tears.Bryan, please learn something here.You know that u tried ur best.So don't be worried about ur score when the people around u are not.Have confidence.

As usual there were people crying.I find there totally no use to cry over something that is already over and done with.It's just pointless.These people should pick themselves up and head for the finishing line with their last bit of energy.Don't waste it on crying.

So for every one taking their O-levels this year, work hard and take care of yourselves.Don't break ur back like Marc.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

NOW THE HARD PART...

Prelims are over.I think i screwed it up.Could possibly be the worst showing i've ever had...

But i dun give a damn.It's not like i'm goin to jc anyway.I dun need to waste 3 months of my life doing something that i noe will not play a role in my future.I'm not cut out for jc.I can't sit down and mug for 8 hours straight.That's just not me.I'm more of a hands-on guy.U ask me to get my hands dirty and i'll do it for you.I would rather spend 8 hours doing a business presentation than spend the same amount of time mugging.That's why i'm going to poly to get my diploma in business management.Nanyang Polytechnic to be exact.

Actually i thought about going to S'pore poly or Temasek poly, but i was smart enough to realize that its too far away even in small Singapore.It wouldn't be much of a problem if i had a car or a motorbike but the thing is i don't.So i'll stick to somewhere close,NYP that's where i belong...

I spent the most of yesterday with my father and uncle at the driving range.I needed to improve on my golf swing and since i needed to relieve stress, i realized it was a good way to spend my saturday afternoon.Contrary to popular belief, golf is not an easy sport.You think swinging and whacking a ball is easy?Well yeah, sure its easy to just hit it, but try hitting a ball in a pre-determined directon with enough loft(height) so that it dosen't hit any obstacles while trying to give it enough backspin so that it stops the moment it lands.You must also take into account the wind speed and direction to ensure that ur shot is as accurate as possible.Dosen't sound so easy now rite?Plus if ur swing is not correct, you could possibly injure one of the several vertebrae found in your spinal cloumn.

I realized that its been a long time since i played golf and it was showing.My accuracy had dipped, my swing is totally falling apart.Even my short-game was ruined(for those who dunno wad a short-game is, its my short distance shots).Luckily i was able to get back my rhythm at the end of the day.

I think this week might be the only time i have to rest and relax before getting down to business.In about seven weeks time, the O-levels will dawn upon me.The dreaded O's that everyone's been talking about will finally be here.Judgement time is coming and there will be no second chances.

So i'll start mugging around this time next week in preparation for the O's.Actually, the O's ain't the hard part, it's the studying.Who in the right mind would sit down and spend their day reading about discoveries made centuries ago about things they obviously aren't interested in?If i was going to grow up to be a rocket scientist then maybe i would give a damn, but the thing is i'm not.But i'm forced to, and me being the good boy that i am,just do wat i'm told and shut my mouth about it.

I'll be targeting a healthy L1R5 of about 15 and an L1B4 of around 10-12.Its quite hard for me considering my last L1R5 was 33.But i'll try my best as my future depends on it.

So good luck to everybody taking the O's including myself and if i'm lucky (or unlucky), i'll see you in NYP next year.

Why do you care so much about me,
When in fact you hate me.
Why do you think about me,
When you want me dead.

Get out,
Go away.
I don't need you,
Get out of my head.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

THE NEW BEGINNING....


Everybody beware for there is a new force heading into town.Wat was once Humanumesterare is now a force more powerful than ever.Though still unnamed, their presence will bring people to their knees.Keeran watch out.Now that ur gone, this band has never felt more free.We dont have to listen to ur little bitch ass whine about this and that.We just care about our music and not how popular or known we are.

I juz turned 16 last saturday(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!).I spent the day out with fadhil.Watched 'The Longest Yard'.Damn funny man that show.There was a guy in the show who was as big as a tree but had only the brain of a child.That was funny.Nelly was quite good for his acting debut.Then we went to Peninsula Plaza to get my blazer measured up for grad ball.It's going to cost me 200 bucks.But its quite cheap considering its tailor-made and that other tailors do the same for much more(i.e. 300-400 bucks).I realized that i have very broad shoulders.20 inches.That's quite big.I thought i was around 16.Anyway the tailor there was quite nice.Offered me a few tips on life.Later me and fadhil made our way Suntec City to get his blazer from G2000.Looked good on him.It was a relaxed semi-formal blazer and it only cost him 125 bucks.Then began our hectic search for a t-shirt to go along with it.We went to a lot of shops to get that perfect old-skool look t-shirt.Didn't get one in the end even though there were a lot of options.Then we went back to Yishun checked out a couple more t-shirts and then decided to get a drink at McDonalds.After that, we made our way towards the bus-stop near aqidah's house.There he went off alone by himself to go get a sneak peak at her.Wat a romeo that guy is.After he was done, we waited and talked about the band and how it was going to be great.Then my bus came and i made my way home.i know it seems quite boring but it's fun to spend a day out wif one of ur best friends whom u noe wont backstab u.Thanks man fadhil, ur the best.

Tomorrow is the start of the prelims.I hope it'll be easy.Don't really care about it.I don't want my first three months anyway.But i will still study for it as it is still an exam.Gotta improve my chem.i sudied for it the last time around but failed the exam in the end.Haiz....

Well, i'll be goin now.Gotta go to sleep before my dad comes home or else he'll hammer me.....

Sunday, August 28, 2005

REST IN PEACE...

NOTICE: It is to be made aware that HUMANUMESTERARE is no longer in the realm of the living. The stated group has passed on to a realm of forgotten time. Any relations to the stated group are now non-existent as the stated group: HUMANUMESTERARE is dead. Anybody who speaks, writes or thinks of the stated group shall be punished by me and other former members of HUMANUMESTERARE. Once again, it is noted that HUMANUMESTERARE is dead.


Don't be surprised everyone...no one in the band is...so why should u...don't feel sad either...we don't deserve ur tears nor pity...wat u should do is feel happy because we are feeling better than ever...i don't know about the one who left us, but we are happy that the person has left...the band does not need a shallow-assed person...we can survive without u and u're backstabbin remarks...wat we need is someone we can trust...we don't need someone who just uses the band as a means to gain status and popularity...we don't need someone who uses other ppl as a cheap excuse to leave us...we need someone who brings essence to the band as a whole...we need a person we can trust not just as a member of the band, but also as a friend...we need a multi-faceted bassist and a trustworthy friend...we need somebody who cares about friends more than their infatuations...


So if u think u fit the bill, juz e-mail me or if u know me, juz come up to me and ask...


As for HUMANUMESTERARE, my friend, REST IN PEACE...


Freedom is gone now,
Everything is six feet under.
Everything's dead now,
Buried by a shallow bastard...

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

WHAT THE....(PARTII)

whew...that was a close one...i was tryin to sign in when blogger.com told me that my javascript and cookies were disabled...couldn't access it for a while...but i followed blogger.com's instructions and managed to pull through...juz installed yahoo toolbar also...my com was being flooded by spyware...fuck these advertisers man...they're screwing my com over...but that's all over...now i can surf with much more ease...

well...today was not a good day...got angry at my form teacher(let's call this person mc)...mc was supposed to return full chem paper on the first monday after prep prelims...returned only mcq...fine i said...at least it's still sumting...

found out that i fucked up the paper...nvm...only prep prelim...

ok, back to story...mc takes 5 blocks to go through not even half of mcq...this is the process...

she looks at the qn > looks at list that shows no. of ppl who got rite or wrong for qn > dosen't care abt no. of ppl who got it wrong even if it is only two ppl > painstakingly spends time to go through all the wrong options first while constantly nagging us not to commit the same mistake > finally moves on to correct option and explains > targets the ones who got wrong and keeps questioning them on their understanding of the question > moves on to next qn and the cycle continues > (note: the part where she explains wrong options onwards before she moves on to the next one can be repeated within the same qn)

i dunno whether u guys noe wat i mean...but i tink u guys shld be able to understand it after some time...

lemme make a few comments...dosen't mc realize that answers in mcq are rather self-explanatory???i mean, it can only be one option...so juz get on to the reason why that particular option is right godammit...if anybody has any queries let them ask themselves cos everybody seems to understand...if the guy's an idiot and dosen't ask then it is his fuckin problem...or if mc cant possibly break away from explainin all the options then at least do so in a summarized manner...and don't fuckin repeat the same fuckin point...we get it already...

so back to earlier today...mc finally decides to go through paper 2...hasn't finished mcq yet...but nvm...she then takes forever tryin to rush through the paper...had to use jw to continue but still dosen't finish...we were told to take a survey in the com lab at 3...mc takes for-fuckin-ever to go through the questions...she keeps repeating the same points over and over again...i mean, once, teice or thrice is enough...but to repeat it 5-6 times is just absurd...and she keeps on taking forever to write the things out on the board...why don't u juz read the goddamn thing out?we weren't thought dictation for nothing...3 pm finally arrives and she hasnt finished...nanthini tells her its time to go for the survey...with the most pissed-off tone she could muster, she said the paper was more impt...it sounded almost as if she was blaming us for the slow process of going through the paper...wat the fuck? we didn't do anything...y do u sound as if we're in the wrong??this is juz an opinion though...don't get me wrong...everyone is entitled to their own opinion...

came home after the whole survey which started late due to mc's incompetence...came home pissed off that i decided to write this entry...studied a bit of chem...realized i learnt much more than wat was thot in mc's lesson...

this blog is of no offence to mc's pets...i mean there is a reason why she likes u guys...but that dosen't give her the right to look down on the rest...so IF mc happens to read this, please take this as a learnin experience and i hope you took home wif u a wholesome piece of knowledge brought to u by the sublime mind, PSYCHOSIS...

FUCK THE SYSTEM...DEATH TO THE POTUS...

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

A DAY TO REMEMBER (MY ASS IT IS): WWII 60 YEARS ON

Just reading the papers...Cant believe the crap i'm reading...


It's been 60 years since 'Fat Man' and 'Little Boy' were dropped onto Hiroshima and Nagasaki respectively...It was seen as a means to end the war and violence of WWII...It was supposed to end suffering...My ass...Am i supposed to fuckin believe that everytime i hear it???Am i supposed to rejoice in happiness???Am i supposed to praise the Americans stupidity???Man i hate all this bullshit flying around...I wish politicians would fucking go and die...


The two atomic bombs did end the war in Asia at that time i won't argue with that...But it ending pain and suffering???I mean come on...U gotta be kiddin me...those two bombs are now the cause of much more suffering than the pain of WWII...There are people there who are becoming freakin mutants and u expect me to be happy that the war ended...I pray that those affected by the radiation would just pass away in peace and so that their suffering will end...Freaks of nature borne from the need for peace...Rest In Peace...


Oh ya...By the way, PM Koizumi finally apologises on the behalf of Japan for all the war-time atrocities of WWII...60 years...That's how long it took to apologise for such destruction...Man, hope that dosen't happen to me...So for those who deserve it, I apologize for any wrongs i've done...Please note: ONLY THOSE WHO DESERVE IT...


Other happenings on the same day include the signing of the peace pact in Indonesia and a so-called 'reunion' of North and South Korea...

Peace in Indonesia???I dont think so...GAM and the Indonesian Government might have settled for peace...but as i look through the agreement, i realize its just a compromise...I do not believe that the rest of GAM might have wanted the rights given to them and might want more...So obviously rogue groups and splinter cells might rise from GAM and thus most probably bringing more violence...This is evident with alot of separatist groups found around the world...For example, the AL-Qaeda...So it is with my utmost intellect that i believe that peace in Indonesia is only temporary...And dont forget, there are still terrorist groups in the region...So peace might not be quite a permanent thing there...


Lastly, the Korean case...It was a short reunion for broken families to reconnect via live video feeds...This was done in commemoration of the 60th anniversary of the end of WWII...I think by now you would have already realized that all this seems rather temporary...I mean it was done to remember the end of a war fought 60 years ago...For goodness' sake there is still a war going on between the two Koreas and they do this 'reunion' for the sake of the end of the japanese occupation???What are they treating it like???Christmas???Man, if only they could learn from the Japanese occupation and figure out that war is a means to no end....


Freedom Is Gone Now,
Nothing Can Be Found.
Freedom Is Gone Now,
Buried Deep Beneath The Ground.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

NEW SEASON OF EPL

Well....Another EPL season has dawned upon us...Fans will start pulling out their favourite jerseys and scarves...Shout out with such enthusiasm for their team....Stay by tv sets and making comments as if they know the best way to counter a defensive 4-4-2 formation...Betting stations will be flooded with so called soccer experts helping out the punters...Ahhh fuck all that shit.....

The most interesting thing these days in soccer(especially the EPL) is the controversy off the field...It gets more attention than the sublime skills of soccer players on the pitch....I mean, if that player is sensational and brings victories to the team but yet still criticized for his off-field antics then he should have the right to whack the asses of those who would rather jot down all of his sexual escapades instead of the basketful of goals he scores...

Its all politics you see...These reporters are usually paid off by other teams to drum up all this controversy just so that they can psychologically weaken their opponents...Ahh fuck politics and all the gloom that it brings...If political systems weren't so corrupt then maybe all other organizations would not follow suit...But that's impossible...Without under-handed politics then wars would be fought openly resulting in far more innocent deaths...That's why governments are so sneaky and do all their dirty work in the cover of darkness...They take out their opponents in one fell swoop leaving behind no trail...

Nevermind though...I'll still support Manchester United and Portugal through and through because these two teams have truly sublime skills...

So what did I do today....Got my blog up...Then studied for a while...My two aunts then gave me a call out of nowhere...Invited me out to go get a pair of jeans, their treat...So I met them at Bishan, went to Popular with them to look through some books...We then made our way to Tampines Mall...Went to MIZ 29...local skate shop...Found out that two of my cousins, the younger brothers of one of the salesmen of MIZ, had released an EP...Go get it: Rejected Scum...I have yet to check it out myself...We then hung around the shop talking about ghost stories....Freaked me out abit...Got a pair of MIZ jeans...Quite comfy and nice...wanted to get a tee and jacket, but decided not to since my aunts were paying for it...So good to have aunts that spoil me but I still know where to draw the line...We then went to grab a bite to eat...

Now I'm at home doing this entry all alone at home...Going to study soon...But Before I go, I got one thing to say...FUCK THE SYSTEM!!!(This is a System Of A Down CD which was released before Mesmerize.Go get it in stores now.)

Saturday, August 13, 2005

WHAT THE.......

Well...guess i had to go and do it...had to get a blog....now i dunno wat to do wif it....