Sunday, August 28, 2005

REST IN PEACE...

NOTICE: It is to be made aware that HUMANUMESTERARE is no longer in the realm of the living. The stated group has passed on to a realm of forgotten time. Any relations to the stated group are now non-existent as the stated group: HUMANUMESTERARE is dead. Anybody who speaks, writes or thinks of the stated group shall be punished by me and other former members of HUMANUMESTERARE. Once again, it is noted that HUMANUMESTERARE is dead.


Don't be surprised everyone...no one in the band is...so why should u...don't feel sad either...we don't deserve ur tears nor pity...wat u should do is feel happy because we are feeling better than ever...i don't know about the one who left us, but we are happy that the person has left...the band does not need a shallow-assed person...we can survive without u and u're backstabbin remarks...wat we need is someone we can trust...we don't need someone who just uses the band as a means to gain status and popularity...we don't need someone who uses other ppl as a cheap excuse to leave us...we need someone who brings essence to the band as a whole...we need a person we can trust not just as a member of the band, but also as a friend...we need a multi-faceted bassist and a trustworthy friend...we need somebody who cares about friends more than their infatuations...


So if u think u fit the bill, juz e-mail me or if u know me, juz come up to me and ask...


As for HUMANUMESTERARE, my friend, REST IN PEACE...


Freedom is gone now,
Everything is six feet under.
Everything's dead now,
Buried by a shallow bastard...

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

WHAT THE....(PARTII)

whew...that was a close one...i was tryin to sign in when blogger.com told me that my javascript and cookies were disabled...couldn't access it for a while...but i followed blogger.com's instructions and managed to pull through...juz installed yahoo toolbar also...my com was being flooded by spyware...fuck these advertisers man...they're screwing my com over...but that's all over...now i can surf with much more ease...

well...today was not a good day...got angry at my form teacher(let's call this person mc)...mc was supposed to return full chem paper on the first monday after prep prelims...returned only mcq...fine i said...at least it's still sumting...

found out that i fucked up the paper...nvm...only prep prelim...

ok, back to story...mc takes 5 blocks to go through not even half of mcq...this is the process...

she looks at the qn > looks at list that shows no. of ppl who got rite or wrong for qn > dosen't care abt no. of ppl who got it wrong even if it is only two ppl > painstakingly spends time to go through all the wrong options first while constantly nagging us not to commit the same mistake > finally moves on to correct option and explains > targets the ones who got wrong and keeps questioning them on their understanding of the question > moves on to next qn and the cycle continues > (note: the part where she explains wrong options onwards before she moves on to the next one can be repeated within the same qn)

i dunno whether u guys noe wat i mean...but i tink u guys shld be able to understand it after some time...

lemme make a few comments...dosen't mc realize that answers in mcq are rather self-explanatory???i mean, it can only be one option...so juz get on to the reason why that particular option is right godammit...if anybody has any queries let them ask themselves cos everybody seems to understand...if the guy's an idiot and dosen't ask then it is his fuckin problem...or if mc cant possibly break away from explainin all the options then at least do so in a summarized manner...and don't fuckin repeat the same fuckin point...we get it already...

so back to earlier today...mc finally decides to go through paper 2...hasn't finished mcq yet...but nvm...she then takes forever tryin to rush through the paper...had to use jw to continue but still dosen't finish...we were told to take a survey in the com lab at 3...mc takes for-fuckin-ever to go through the questions...she keeps repeating the same points over and over again...i mean, once, teice or thrice is enough...but to repeat it 5-6 times is just absurd...and she keeps on taking forever to write the things out on the board...why don't u juz read the goddamn thing out?we weren't thought dictation for nothing...3 pm finally arrives and she hasnt finished...nanthini tells her its time to go for the survey...with the most pissed-off tone she could muster, she said the paper was more impt...it sounded almost as if she was blaming us for the slow process of going through the paper...wat the fuck? we didn't do anything...y do u sound as if we're in the wrong??this is juz an opinion though...don't get me wrong...everyone is entitled to their own opinion...

came home after the whole survey which started late due to mc's incompetence...came home pissed off that i decided to write this entry...studied a bit of chem...realized i learnt much more than wat was thot in mc's lesson...

this blog is of no offence to mc's pets...i mean there is a reason why she likes u guys...but that dosen't give her the right to look down on the rest...so IF mc happens to read this, please take this as a learnin experience and i hope you took home wif u a wholesome piece of knowledge brought to u by the sublime mind, PSYCHOSIS...

FUCK THE SYSTEM...DEATH TO THE POTUS...

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

A DAY TO REMEMBER (MY ASS IT IS): WWII 60 YEARS ON

Just reading the papers...Cant believe the crap i'm reading...


It's been 60 years since 'Fat Man' and 'Little Boy' were dropped onto Hiroshima and Nagasaki respectively...It was seen as a means to end the war and violence of WWII...It was supposed to end suffering...My ass...Am i supposed to fuckin believe that everytime i hear it???Am i supposed to rejoice in happiness???Am i supposed to praise the Americans stupidity???Man i hate all this bullshit flying around...I wish politicians would fucking go and die...


The two atomic bombs did end the war in Asia at that time i won't argue with that...But it ending pain and suffering???I mean come on...U gotta be kiddin me...those two bombs are now the cause of much more suffering than the pain of WWII...There are people there who are becoming freakin mutants and u expect me to be happy that the war ended...I pray that those affected by the radiation would just pass away in peace and so that their suffering will end...Freaks of nature borne from the need for peace...Rest In Peace...


Oh ya...By the way, PM Koizumi finally apologises on the behalf of Japan for all the war-time atrocities of WWII...60 years...That's how long it took to apologise for such destruction...Man, hope that dosen't happen to me...So for those who deserve it, I apologize for any wrongs i've done...Please note: ONLY THOSE WHO DESERVE IT...


Other happenings on the same day include the signing of the peace pact in Indonesia and a so-called 'reunion' of North and South Korea...

Peace in Indonesia???I dont think so...GAM and the Indonesian Government might have settled for peace...but as i look through the agreement, i realize its just a compromise...I do not believe that the rest of GAM might have wanted the rights given to them and might want more...So obviously rogue groups and splinter cells might rise from GAM and thus most probably bringing more violence...This is evident with alot of separatist groups found around the world...For example, the AL-Qaeda...So it is with my utmost intellect that i believe that peace in Indonesia is only temporary...And dont forget, there are still terrorist groups in the region...So peace might not be quite a permanent thing there...


Lastly, the Korean case...It was a short reunion for broken families to reconnect via live video feeds...This was done in commemoration of the 60th anniversary of the end of WWII...I think by now you would have already realized that all this seems rather temporary...I mean it was done to remember the end of a war fought 60 years ago...For goodness' sake there is still a war going on between the two Koreas and they do this 'reunion' for the sake of the end of the japanese occupation???What are they treating it like???Christmas???Man, if only they could learn from the Japanese occupation and figure out that war is a means to no end....


Freedom Is Gone Now,
Nothing Can Be Found.
Freedom Is Gone Now,
Buried Deep Beneath The Ground.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

NEW SEASON OF EPL

Well....Another EPL season has dawned upon us...Fans will start pulling out their favourite jerseys and scarves...Shout out with such enthusiasm for their team....Stay by tv sets and making comments as if they know the best way to counter a defensive 4-4-2 formation...Betting stations will be flooded with so called soccer experts helping out the punters...Ahhh fuck all that shit.....

The most interesting thing these days in soccer(especially the EPL) is the controversy off the field...It gets more attention than the sublime skills of soccer players on the pitch....I mean, if that player is sensational and brings victories to the team but yet still criticized for his off-field antics then he should have the right to whack the asses of those who would rather jot down all of his sexual escapades instead of the basketful of goals he scores...

Its all politics you see...These reporters are usually paid off by other teams to drum up all this controversy just so that they can psychologically weaken their opponents...Ahh fuck politics and all the gloom that it brings...If political systems weren't so corrupt then maybe all other organizations would not follow suit...But that's impossible...Without under-handed politics then wars would be fought openly resulting in far more innocent deaths...That's why governments are so sneaky and do all their dirty work in the cover of darkness...They take out their opponents in one fell swoop leaving behind no trail...

Nevermind though...I'll still support Manchester United and Portugal through and through because these two teams have truly sublime skills...

So what did I do today....Got my blog up...Then studied for a while...My two aunts then gave me a call out of nowhere...Invited me out to go get a pair of jeans, their treat...So I met them at Bishan, went to Popular with them to look through some books...We then made our way to Tampines Mall...Went to MIZ 29...local skate shop...Found out that two of my cousins, the younger brothers of one of the salesmen of MIZ, had released an EP...Go get it: Rejected Scum...I have yet to check it out myself...We then hung around the shop talking about ghost stories....Freaked me out abit...Got a pair of MIZ jeans...Quite comfy and nice...wanted to get a tee and jacket, but decided not to since my aunts were paying for it...So good to have aunts that spoil me but I still know where to draw the line...We then went to grab a bite to eat...

Now I'm at home doing this entry all alone at home...Going to study soon...But Before I go, I got one thing to say...FUCK THE SYSTEM!!!(This is a System Of A Down CD which was released before Mesmerize.Go get it in stores now.)

Saturday, August 13, 2005

WHAT THE.......

Well...guess i had to go and do it...had to get a blog....now i dunno wat to do wif it....