NOW THE HARD PART...

Prelims are over.I think i screwed it up.Could possibly be the worst showing i've ever had...

But i dun give a damn.It's not like i'm goin to jc anyway.I dun need to waste 3 months of my life doing something that i noe will not play a role in my future.I'm not cut out for jc.I can't sit down and mug for 8 hours straight.That's just not me.I'm more of a hands-on guy.U ask me to get my hands dirty and i'll do it for you.I would rather spend 8 hours doing a business presentation than spend the same amount of time mugging.That's why i'm going to poly to get my diploma in business management.Nanyang Polytechnic to be exact.

Actually i thought about going to S'pore poly or Temasek poly, but i was smart enough to realize that its too far away even in small Singapore.It wouldn't be much of a problem if i had a car or a motorbike but the thing is i don't.So i'll stick to somewhere close,NYP that's where i belong...

I spent the most of yesterday with my father and uncle at the driving range.I needed to improve on my golf swing and since i needed to relieve stress, i realized it was a good way to spend my saturday afternoon.Contrary to popular belief, golf is not an easy sport.You think swinging and whacking a ball is easy?Well yeah, sure its easy to just hit it, but try hitting a ball in a pre-determined directon with enough loft(height) so that it dosen't hit any obstacles while trying to give it enough backspin so that it stops the moment it lands.You must also take into account the wind speed and direction to ensure that ur shot is as accurate as possible.Dosen't sound so easy now rite?Plus if ur swing is not correct, you could possibly injure one of the several vertebrae found in your spinal cloumn.

I realized that its been a long time since i played golf and it was showing.My accuracy had dipped, my swing is totally falling apart.Even my short-game was ruined(for those who dunno wad a short-game is, its my short distance shots).Luckily i was able to get back my rhythm at the end of the day.

I think this week might be the only time i have to rest and relax before getting down to business.In about seven weeks time, the O-levels will dawn upon me.The dreaded O's that everyone's been talking about will finally be here.Judgement time is coming and there will be no second chances.

So i'll start mugging around this time next week in preparation for the O's.Actually, the O's ain't the hard part, it's the studying.Who in the right mind would sit down and spend their day reading about discoveries made centuries ago about things they obviously aren't interested in?If i was going to grow up to be a rocket scientist then maybe i would give a damn, but the thing is i'm not.But i'm forced to, and me being the good boy that i am,just do wat i'm told and shut my mouth about it.

I'll be targeting a healthy L1R5 of about 15 and an L1B4 of around 10-12.Its quite hard for me considering my last L1R5 was 33.But i'll try my best as my future depends on it.

So good luck to everybody taking the O's including myself and if i'm lucky (or unlucky), i'll see you in NYP next year.

Why do you care so much about me,
When in fact you hate me.
Why do you think about me,
When you want me dead.

Get out,
Go away.
I don't need you,
Get out of my head.

THE NEW BEGINNING....

Everybody beware for there is a new force heading into town.Wat was once Humanumesterare is now a force more powerful than ever.Though still unnamed, their presence will bring people to their knees.Keeran watch out.Now that ur gone, this band has never felt more free.We dont have to listen to ur little bitch ass whine about this and that.We just care about our music and not how popular or known we are.

I juz turned 16 last saturday(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!).I spent the day out with fadhil.Watched 'The Longest Yard'.Damn funny man that show.There was a guy in the show who was as big as a tree but had only the brain of a child.That was funny.Nelly was quite good for his acting debut.Then we went to Peninsula Plaza to get my blazer measured up for grad ball.It's going to cost me 200 bucks.But its quite cheap considering its tailor-made and that other tailors do the same for much more(i.e. 300-400 bucks).I realized that i have very broad shoulders.20 inches.That's quite big.I thought i was around 16.Anyway the tailor there was quite nice.Offered me a few tips on life.Later me and fadhil made our way Suntec City to get his blazer from G2000.Looked good on him.It was a relaxed semi-formal blazer and it only cost him 125 bucks.Then began our hectic search for a t-shirt to go along with it.We went to a lot of shops to get that perfect old-skool look t-shirt.Didn't get one in the end even though there were a lot of options.Then we went back to Yishun checked out a couple more t-shirts and then decided to get a drink at McDonalds.After that, we made our way towards the bus-stop near aqidah's house.There he went off alone by himself to go get a sneak peak at her.Wat a romeo that guy is.After he was done, we waited and talked about the band and how it was going to be great.Then my bus came and i made my way home.i know it seems quite boring but it's fun to spend a day out wif one of ur best friends whom u noe wont backstab u.Thanks man fadhil, ur the best.

Tomorrow is the start of the prelims.I hope it'll be easy.Don't really care about it.I don't want my first three months anyway.But i will still study for it as it is still an exam.Gotta improve my chem.i sudied for it the last time around but failed the exam in the end.Haiz....

Well, i'll be goin now.Gotta go to sleep before my dad comes home or else he'll hammer me.....