Monday, August 21, 2006

ECHOES OF AN ADDICTED FOOL

Exams start tomorrow...Can't believe I'm just lazing around at home. But I did study though. However it's not in your conventional manner. I've got like a whole wall in my room which is a mirror. It's actually my wardrobe cupboard. So taking a leaf out of one of the many tactics of studying in Anderson, I decided to scribble all my notes on my mirrors, with a whiteboard marker of course. Now no matter how much I lie or laze around in my room, I have to study as my bed now faces all my Marketing notes. All my diagrams and processes now accompany me to sleep and wake me up.

Like I said before, I'm actually starting to write lyrics. Usually this is a Fadhil thing (he is the lead singer; his blog actually has a few on show), but since I had the time...

Echoes Of An Addicted Fool

Verse 1:
YOU!!
Took me in and spat me out
Turned your back against
The only one you ever knew

YOU!!
Destroyed from within
Took all that I had
And threw it all away

Pre-chorus:
What I feel can't be real
What I see can't be true
This thoughts they eat at me
This body needs you

Chorus:
Look into my eyes
See the pain I feel
Look into my mind
Feel this torture within

All that I am is gone
Lost in thoghts of you
From deep down inside
This pain will echo through

Verse 2:
YOU!!
Were everything I ever wanted
All that I need
I found in you

You!!
Are all that I hate
The poison that kills
The evil that is you

(Pre-Chorus)
(Chorus)

Bridge:
Now, I stand here shivering
Addicted to the thought of you
Feelings of endless hate
Yet my body still longs for you

(Pre-Chorus)
(Chorus)

I know it sounds weird, but that's kinda what you get when you just read lyrics out. But for music, I'm gonna have to pull the band back in together which is going to be a bit hard to do. FYI: this is a screamo/metal song a la Underoath or Bullet For My Valentine so you actually scream "YOU!!". It's not just a form of expression.

Hey, wait a minute...

"It's not just a form of expression"

Sounds cool...