4:04 PM / 28 March

6 Random Things About Me

i.) I'm a Virgo

ii.) I'll be moving to my granddad's place in May

iii.) I tend to contemplate a lot about life. Especially the darker aspects. Things which have more impact on us than it may seem.

iv.) I wanna write down everything I think about but that seems a bit weird to me so I choose not to do it. I end up only remembering a few line and phrases that I associate with certain events. (i.e. A lot of my creativity wasted). If I'm lucky, I'll get ideas while at the computer and I'll type them out. This rarely happens though.

v.) I wanna write a book. Or at least a story so to speak. I've had the idea in my head for about a year. I always tell myself at the start of the holidays that I shall use the time to write it. But so far all I've done is write the story out in my head. I need motivation to start doing it. It's going to be about a prophecised apocalypse, set during World War III, 2 years after the last reserves of oil are used up and how Man is willing to believe anything while in their darkest hour.

vi.) The song that I wrote entitled "For You" that I placed in my previous post was inspired by Boxcar Racer's "There Is". I wrote it based on the melody and not the topic which the song talks about.

There Is by Boxcar Racer



This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that There's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is