3:18 AM /10 May

Hmm. What to talk about. Nothing much in my head recently. Life's been pretty mundane since I moved to my brother's place. It's kinda fun having to sleep in the living room with 5 cats. And I also have the TV to myself at nights. That's fun.

I guess a semblance of normality is back. I'm back to my routines. Though I haven't quite gotten my sleep cycle back. I was pretty much late for class everyday this week. I have to start focusing. Argh. I can't lose the plot so late in the game. The last place I need to be after NS is nowhere.

Thank God the rain is back. The heat was just killing me. I mean there were times where I was sweating before I could even get out of the house.

I'm just putting random thoughts together at this point. I guess another thing that I haven't gotten back is my usual thought cycle. I haven't been daydreaming that much anymore. I used to daydream a lot. Not in the bad way. It's what I call random contemplation. It's how I get my weird thoughts and also how I write stuff. It's kinda like being high on weed.

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Since I ain't got no thought to jot I might as well post a video.

Who says a metal song can't be a love song.

The End Of Heartache by Killswitch Engage




Seek me,
Call me,
I'll be waiting

Seek me,
Call me,
I'll be waiting

This distance,
This dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release,
And the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort,
(Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion,
(Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart


You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment

(Seek me) For comfort,
(Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion,
(Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting here) For the end of my broken heart


Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory


For comfort,
For solace

(Seek me) For comfort,
(Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart